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[May. 28th, 2006|06:52 pm] |
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Ok so i just have to get this out so here goes.
i saw him today. we hung out but it was different. something was different. he wasnt being myself and i wasnt being myself. and then he kept asking me what was wrong and i ended up telling him that i saw.. "the ex" last night. and that it was bad and then i started crying. and he wiped my tears away but i think he may havve gotten the impression taht i still like him. which i defffffinitly dont. and then i told him i had to tell him something. now the thing i had to tell him was just askking like wat we were.. like if we were bf and gf or if we were friends with privelages? like i duno i just wanted to know. but then the rest of the day i was just being really quiet n shit so i think he may have gottten the impression taht wat i had to tell him was bad.
Somewhere over the course of the day he said that he needed to tell me something, and that it was neither good and bad.. depends on the way you take it. and because of how the day went i am almost positive that hes going to tell me he just wants to be friends.
and im so nervous, to hear those words come out of him mouth. i would be crused.
NO. OK. if i FUCKED shit up again i am going to be so pissed off at myself. this one, he was different.. and i like him a lot.
Im so scared to loose him. and i wish i could tell him that.
IM SCARED OF LOOSING YOU, YOU MEAN TOO MUCH TO ME.
i can do it on here... now whys it so hard to say it to him, i used to be able to tell him everything.
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[May. 16th, 2006|04:23 pm] |
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Ooh Baby. First Entry Much? Im pretty excited. because i made this so i could hate on this girl in my class. Haha well no not exactly. See she was bitching at my friend Lauren<3 and it ticked me off.
Anywho so im Sabrina. Im 15. Blahh. I listen to like sscrreamo. Fuucking Rights. [ err can you swear on this site?] Uh I drink, probably too much. I love my friends and yep. I dont exactly know what to write in this so im probably going to have to get used to this. If you read these, just a warning they will probably get really intense. Because if something makes me mad, i can bitch about it for like days hehe. And i always speak my mind no matter what.
aannnnd "Laro" is absolutly discusting and probably has a penis
WOOT. hehe sick
<3 Ily [Tommyy] Ily <3
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